3000 Texts

 ..I still had time to bail. I could have just sent off a text and put all this stress behind me. Instead I chose to go for it, to take life head on again. New chances are good. Sitting home is not good.

CAUTION TO THE WIND, AND ME TO NEW YORK.

 I got my roommate to take a few pics since I was all dolled up. I sent one off to Jd and was on my way. If I didn't survive the trip, at least people would think I went out on a good note. Of course I left late. I will be late for my own funeral. I really will. I am asking that to be my last request, that they wheel me in late, it will be expected by those who really know me. I hit some rain, thank goodness I brought my umbrella. I hated driving in the rain.
 
I got to drive in both the dark and the rain, double whammy. Traffic in North Jersey during rush hour, made it a triple threat! My stress levels were rising. I was already twenty minutes late. I was supposed to be there by seven. He was texting me, but I could not look, driving under such duress

 

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Author Elizabeth Manley
Hello and Thank you for your interest in my books and articles. I have always tried to explain life and understand it at the same time. By writing ideas brought forth from my own experiences mixed with a little bit of whimsey and wishes, I keep myself sane.

If you are one of the most wonderful people in the world, and read both part 1 and 2 of my 3000 texts series, then I hope to have made you feel better about yourself. My goal in these writing endeavors is to let you all know that you are not alone. 

We all think like a psycho, a sweetheart, and sometimes throw a tantrum or two. Especially when no one else is looking.

I promise to keep telling my secrets, both real and imagined, if you promise to keep reading them. Thank you again, and feel free to ask me anything! This email address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it.
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EC
Honest but dark places
Some of these feelings are embarrassing, but I am being honest. I am showing that we don’t always think clearly during a relationship's ups and downs. You are not alone if you do. I dwelled to my own detriment a lot of the time. 
JD and I were always civil and respectful to each other. We never raised a hand to one another, or even raised our voices. There were no ugly name calling or lies told. Even without those things that our minds can wander. Dwelling on problems, no matter how small may be the demise of most broken relationships. 
JD and I are good together, but even the best of relationships have their moments. I am telling this story mostly about those moments. Doubtful moments can pull the most well rounded person into chaos and find their darkest places.
 
E.C. currently frelances at www.eyeformore.com